Winds of Change

Wow. It's been a really long time since I blogged.
I don't know what it is about writing stuff down that's been tough for me lately. Maybe it's because for me, it isn't real until I write it.
And for me, life has been unsettled for a really long time.
Maybe that's it.
Bouncing from relationship to relationship. Taking crap from people that I shouldn't be taking. Making excuses for people that I shouldn't be making. Not knowing really who I am or what I stand for anymore. Not taking into account what I need or deserve. Getting less than I should from people.
I'm not a liar. I will not sit and intentionally write things that aren't true. I will not try to make my life seem better than it is. And writing this stuff down means that I have to face the reality of the life that I've been living.
Yep, maybe that's it.
I feel like it's time to change this. All of it.
For a long time, this blog has been devoted to silly, anecdotal stories about things that I encounter randomly.
And maybe it's time to make it more about me. Maybe even a tool to help me get where I need to be.
No guard up. No edit button. No defenses.
Yep, maybe it's time.